1st week & it does'nt seem pretty....

The 1st week is finally over! *Phew* It has been a very, very, very tiring week for me, everyday I have something on, lets check it out...; Monday:High School Musical-My School Rox dance practice from 1.30pm-4.30pm, Tuesday: International Dance Practice from 2pm-4.30pm, Wednesday: My School Rox dance practice from 1.30pm-5pm, Thursday: Librarian duty+ My School Rox dance competition from 1.30pm-4.30pm, Friday: My School Rox dance competition practice+filming, 1.30pm-3.30pm. It has been really tiring but I have no complaints about the schedule I mean....dance for some people is thier hobbies, but for me...dancing is a passion, dancing's my life, since young I was always getting compared with my brother and I am sick of it. The stuff we learnt now are wayyy harder than the ones my brother learnt but still...my parents just dun understand. I luv dancing alot and my hip hop teacher, Mrs Mani and many of my other teachers says so too but my parents are still against me dancing. They dun get it, me and my brother are 2 tottally diff people but they can't see that. I mean I dun really have a family and my friendship are....falling apart,they are smater than me and they all have thier own group of friends to hang out with.....then, berenice, jie hao and company and tian yu and company, they treated like I was around, not like I was transparent....Then one of my friend started complaining saying that I left them and hanged out with people she does'nt like but she was the one that treated me invisible. She's just being plain unreasonable. Sometimes I wished I had stayed in Fengshan.... She must put herself in my shoes, how would she feel if I kept talking with Berenice about normal mother toungue and although the three of us are going recess 2gether, I keep talking with Berenice and treats her like invisible? I thought she was a friend that we would be 2gether forever but I guess I was just fooling myself......I was never exactly up to her standards anyways.....