HOMEWORK PRESSURE!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHH!!!! I can't take it!! The homework pressure is just horrible! I can't take up so much responsibility! The homework, the studies, the everything! My father's birthday is 2morrow and I am in charge of planning what to do! My mind is blank....I've got soo much homework already and now this! I've got to do ' Show&Tell' once school reopen and I've got soo much homework and I still have my science enrichment and my tution and my other CCA classes.......I can't take up all this. It's sooo unfair that my brother does'nt need to take up so much pressure already. My little brat cousin, Lionel is coming over to my house today in like 2 hours and he will be going back 2morrow. With him around, I can't do my homwork, my mind is in total kiosk. I keep thinking bout this till I can't focus on anything anymore........I dunno wat 2 do, I've got family,school,personal problems.......why must my life always be like this? I wish I could just turn back time till before the school holidays so at least I could just spend a little more time with my best frens........I wish I could just....dun take up such responsibility........T_T Why does life seem so perfect yet it gives mi soooo much trouble???